shut up peeps.

aku

tania :)

dont be so quick to judge me .
you only see what i choose to show .

im pd & im 15 . none of maself can be describe as simple . i am fcukin innocent .
some say i always wanted to look nice all the time .
im hygienic but not neat .
conscientious but often make mistakes .
im too obsess but sometimes i dun rili care .
i dun tke picca much . force me then i will :)
i prefer to write my own than reading novels .
ive no high emotion when i watch horror .
i lyk the rain & i play piano .
i hv no dicipline at all . im high taste , indoor person , a last-minute person & sacrificer . i care bwt others more than my ownself . & 1 thng 4 sure . im sensitive .im NOT a hypocrite or 2 faces . i js got angel & devil-self wit only one face .alright ?
im not a gud sista 4 my sibs nor a gud daughta 4 my prnts . live w me & u'll knw how lame my fam is & how aww-some they cud be .
listen ; did i mention no one cud put my confidence on the lower place ? i dun listen to any crap/advice frm any loser/ppl .
p/s: lw kmu mw ckp aku bertudung tp gaya cm kimaa ,i tke dat as a kind compliment :) TQ

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AHAAAA ! kuyak .
And then there r the haters . The bullies . wat r they ? lemme explain . bullies r ppl who feeds off hating ppl . leaving negative remarks to burn u down . to lower ur esteem . its up 2 u 2 shield urself frm ths , bcuz they r just mere bullies in ur kindergarten , stealing ur lunchboxes n eat ur turkey sandwiches ur mom made 4 u . its no use 4 me 2 tell u who they r , bcuz they won't leave their real names 4 u 2 track them down , they're mere ghosts in ur closet . they come once in a while 2 scare u . u cant see them . sumtyms u do , but u hear them . I tot these things would not hppn . luckily im wiser now . more patient . calmer . toned down . im lyk dat . ive learned dat life is a river . u cud either float with it , swim in it , or u drown . i felt lyk writing this bcuz i dun think anyone shud go thru wat i go thru .
I jes wanted 2 say, dat if ure goin thru da same thing , jes keep doin wat u do with the best intentions . let God guide u thru . the only reason why we dont see a lot of good artists , good architects , good musicians , good songwriters , good designers , is bcuz of the bullies dat were there to stop them at their starting point . mcmana mw maju ? Be strong . ignore the negative vibes , and just focus on the positive side of things , smile , & u'll be just fine . if u think you're gud enough, then YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH . b4 i got here , i was said 'No' to a thousand times , I did not stop until I got a 'Yes'. So when other people try to bring you down , stop you from doing the things you love - be like water , find ur way through tiny holes . Always carry yourself around with u . Dun ever let people force u to do something you cant do . It's okay if people dont get it , and they bully you because of things they can't squeeze out of u . You are you, and you need to realize that . its ok if THEY don't . determine ur strength , & improvise your flaws .
Don't let people exploit you.
Today I read somewhere, "What kind of person would you like to be today?"
I would like to be strong. Im not hard headed. I want to be one with a brain, someone who has control of her life, independent, and who has the ability to make her own decisions, at her own will, with integrity. And I would like to have my own space and privacy at my own terms. I hope people could respect that.
Other than that, live healthy, pray to God and be nice to people.
And stay away from cigarettes.
And recycle :)

Monday, March 23, 2009 6:39 PM

beautiful . CLEAN . rich . lol

She's a walking casting call , A fashion runway doll , Her 4.0 comes naturally , She's got a following , An enterage of copy queens , Yeah , She's the girl that you love to hate , She's the heartstoppin' doubletake , Everyone knows that she's got it made , Workin' hard to be Miss Popularity , She wears the cutest clothes , She has the latest phone , And all the right accessories , Her skin's like porcelain , Her hair is perfect and Sometimes she really gets to me , She's gorgeous and you know she knows it , Yeah , She's every teacher's pet , There ain't no guy that she can't get , yeah , And her mommy drives a pink Corvette . ouwh , im not perfect . sumtyms ima cigs sucker . but alcohol , drugs or sex ,. plz dun come near me . i knw ima bad influences 2wrds my sistas . all of em r clean frm all ths kind of shit . yea theyre better than me , i admit . they hv finshd da quran but i hvnt . shame on me . i knw im not a gud sista either . evn sumhow i keep advisin em not to do all da shits . pathetically , i did . sigh . myb im da type dat always wna try sumthn new . as long as da thngs ddnt lead me to da wrong path . ey i thnk they did :p i dno which part is me . relgs or hardcore ? i better b relgs . yea , 4 my future , i hope . ok ths year , i gta fnsh reading quran afta i ddnt read it 4 such a long tym . i must , dats my promise . n i wont smoke agen . yea i hope . ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen .