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harap maklum.

2009-07-28T13:32:00.001+08:00

blog ini ditutup.

sr.

2009-07-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

shut up ,trasa gila aku .
kima!
pendirian aku tetap ok ?
biar la aku dgn hal aku sndri !
aku x akn trpengaruh dgn kata2 tuu .
aku tau apa aku buat .

i need to get to da light.

2009-07-22T19:28:00.003+08:00

eventhough i dun even lyk light.

but ths is not lyk d other light.ths is the light of happiness ,as if u r in a cave ,& theres no way out .suddnly u saw a light .u'll be happy & go straight to the light,no matter da risk u wud tke, any circumstance u might get thru on the way .

huu.

2009-07-22T19:12:00.001+08:00

doctor said ,aku byk penyakit.adui.
nsb dea tda ckp aku akn mati.
tp semua yg hidup pasti akan mati juga..
jd..tak pyh risau..:)

mama said tan setan :(

2009-07-21T19:29:00.004+08:00

i hate my prnts .
i hv nuthn xcpt u , dear tan fui chen .
i love u the most .
kau adalah darahku ,
kau adalah jantungku .
tnpa jntungku , aku bisa mati .
kau adalah hidupku ,
lengkapi diri ku ,
oh sygku kau bgitu ..
smpurna ..
dea baik .dea tida gete snGt .
& yg plg pnting ,dea seTia .
aku amat beruntung dpt cwek mcm c tan .
i will not leave u no matter what .
i love u ,hby dear .

bloody hell

2009-07-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

sakitnya perutttttttttt .aku mengandung ka ini.....adui................... :(
lemahnya bdn aku skg..

ktumbuhan blh bkin mati ka? :(

hari isnin.

2009-07-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

bday c boboi :)
ahaha c boboi .,cewek aku tuww .
kah3 .

dludnskg.

2009-07-18T20:33:00.003+08:00

dulu.smoke addicted. now.dun wna lose my brain cells.
dulu.i dun rili lyk ta wear skirt. now.i dun rili lyk ta wear seluar.
dulu.drink?naa. now.4get it.
skrg.must cover my hair .ughh

3rd monthsary .

2009-07-18T11:22:00.007+08:00

today ,dad wna tke us out 4 breakfast at asia city.
they forced me but idw.
mum said, im possessed by devil.
wth?
i hate hang out wit my fam.
especially wit my dad.
what?
idc.
my own dad ruins my life.& my fren's life.
dad,supposes to mke his daughter happy ,
not wit controling his daughter life with fcukin rules.
im not happy when im wit my family.
pa? aku x bersyukur?
kimak la,wat pa mw bersyukur.
pa lae? aku berfikiran sempit?
diam la, cwa kw d tmpt aku skrg ,swa kw bnuh dri tu.
now i assume my own dad as if he is an unknown ppl.

i like hang out wit frens.
correction;
i ~~like~~ miss hang out wit frens :(
i went to shweta's hse but she's still sleeping.
i wna jln wit her. &
i wna meet pipeyyy.
& hby .

gorgeous.

2009-07-17T17:07:00.002+08:00

i feel lyk to spread it

2009-07-17T13:17:00.009+08:00

today i ddnt go to scul cuz i dun feel lyk to go snce ystrday.
last nite i felt rili messed up && dirty. my hair was rili itchy .& i still on my scul uniform.
after buka puasa i ddnt tke my bath,but went straight to mum's room. i slept,til 9pm.
i went down stairs to call hby ,unfortunately, i saw dad watching tv.
i took bju kurung off & slept half-naked. idc snce evryone in da hse r girls except dad,i never care.
then mum cme n askd me to wear sumthng at least.yea watever,& wear a single blue baju.
i went to slp again. i waited til dad wenta slp,unfortunately aws overslpt til 1pm.
i woke up & prayed,i cant slp,so i hd a lil chat with farah.i usually tell her bout my experience whn i was in mrsm.
i always thnk bout it,cuz i lost myself .so i wna recall it so i spread it to farah. recall,recall.
adui.aku yg dlu bkn gne.i used to be unstopable.npa aku ne ?paluinyaa.lw org mki aku ,ak ble wat smpai tuw org ngs2 minta maaf.ne na apa ak skg ne,berdiam diri ja.oi dania,mana pd hah?..mungkin keyakinan ak smkin berkurang..ya.berkurang dsbbkn faktor persekitaran.ak susa mw menyesuaikan diri wa.tp kdg2 cpt trpengaruh.ttpi msih susah hndk menyesuaikn dri & show the real me .haha.
"oh,hello brain,where's pd?the tough & unstoppable pd?the unweak pd? the loud pd? the talkative pd? the center of attention pd? i miss her :(" i miss my status as taiko form 2. idc ppl were talkin bwt me & dat .at least im not lyk ths.as if lyk im a loser.oh.is wearing tdung is the cause? idk :( .i feel lyk rili merendah diri snce im d strangers.oh,world.

today .idky.i got the strongness & dare to view it.both.
but nuthn much.

btw,dad askd me to befren wit org alim supaya i'll be one of em too.
but its so hard 4 me,cuz ,as if im not me if i befren wit em .
they were rili proper && well-mannered .they laugh ddnt out loud.
& they laugh about sumthng not rili fuhneh.
they ddnt talkabwt ** .they talkabwt study.they follow rules.
"hey,im not lyk ths ."
its bored .rili bored me .but .
i hv to :( cuz i am one of them,.oh,world. i dun feel the same .

aku kembali

2009-07-16T14:17:00.006+08:00

..stelah berakhirnya penderitaan.
hbs swa exam.huh.
slama sminggu ne..
aku belajar.& aku puasa.
aku byk bca bku. byk.
tp yg tersave ke dlm otak itu tdk byk :(
knp?... :(

smpai kpalaku terasa amat berat disbbkn oleh perkataan2
yg diserap masuk ke dalam mata dan disalurkan ke otak.
bila aku cuba utk mengingatinya semula,ianya agak kabur
& kemudiannya hilangg,tetapi meninggalkn kesan ,yg memberatkan kepalaku.
betapa aku memaksanya utk di save kan di dalam otak kecilku ini.
tetapi .overloaded ..kpalaku berdenyut2 seakan2 ia mahu keluar dari otak..

teda apa yg aku dpt slama aku berbuat 2 kebaikan iaitu bljr & puasa.
nothing but vry weak & pale.
myb a few of pahala but i think they wudnt be much longer on my right shoulder :(
the angel will erase it ,i js knew.

there r so much i wna talkabwt but i rather keep it,cuz i dun wna weep.im tired of it...

nazuu !

2009-07-13T00:23:00.003+08:00

kau la jga bff aku ko tau .
npa wa org xphm ta ne kan ?
dduuuiiiiii :(
xpala ,biar ta ja phm sesama sndri .
skali ta berkawan , slamanya tetap kwn :)

bu-hu.

2009-07-08T19:21:00.008+08:00

ive been enjoyed too much b4 this .
wake up ,idiot !!! (ya ,duneeda tell,i knw)
its time to make ur parents proud ,dania .
u were an A student .
an A or two wud be ok.
u knw u can .

ok,i'll sacrify freedomness
&.. frens? uhuh .
whn u laugh more ,
more knowledge will be vomitted outta ur mouth .
so ,i wont laugh & talk much in this period.
i'll keep these off till pmr .

p/s ; i'll be a nerd for a while . shut uppp ,i said a while ok ?
so pls ignore me for a while .

my spongebob shirt is missing :(

back.

2009-07-06T14:46:00.010+08:00

js cme bk frm kl.gt bored of d airport n d aeroplane :/ i rmmba the stewardess faces .& the famous amous n the kfc workers,the lcct workers.even the toilet cleaners in kl airport.duhh. i dun feel any excitement during my dad's 43-year-old bro's marriage .the wedding ws js increasing my weight,with the yummy lamb chops & brain2 (otak2) .
3 of us js cant imagine hows lyf wud b whn they go 2 haji ths end of the year. they askd us to stay in kl 4 a month .uhh! how can we ,since evryone seems to dislike us ?.we felt rili uncomfy evn js 4 a day !!
speaking bwt prnts.hrmm.i knw they will be back 2gether.. ;(

from lala alien (:

2009-07-05T22:32:00.005+08:00

1. how old are you?
# 15.

2. are you single?
# never be :p

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
# 25.

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
# :(

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
# hrmm.a perfect man ;)

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
# who wants ?

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
# i want it to be grand & luxury ,ahha

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
# i like the beach & sunset.

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
# 500 ?

10. will that include your exes?
# ahhaa , yupp

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
# til it reach the sky .

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
# nite

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding..
# piano / harp

14. ur wedding colour theme?
# colorful included ?

15. do you prefer fine dining or just normal?
# abnormal .

16. champagne or red wine?
# green tea .

17. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
# a day afta.

18. money or household items?
# $.

19. how many kids would you like to have?
# i hv no idea

20. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
# ehheee , running at the beach ,watching sunset ,aww,dat sweet memories will be record :)

21. ur dream present from ur future husband
# i..d.k?

22. whose wedding plan would you like to know next

aku xphm!

2009-07-02T23:45:00.005+08:00

peliknya? aku ndak paham ? kasi jelas ja wa ma aku ,, ndak payah mw sembunyi2 waaaaa . duii, pelik nya???

call dea ja blh wat ak hepy :(

definitely true instincts

2009-07-02T12:40:00.004+08:00

shudnt do ths to me;
especially on ths kind of fckin time .
ive nuthn except friends .
now i hv nuthn at all .
i hate everyone since everyone hates me .
i hate sad faces .luks lyk shtt .
& ths shit nva being removed frm my shitty face ,shttt .

cant stop from suffering

2009-07-01T19:25:00.005+08:00

i can feel everyone hates me .
i knw they hate me alrdy.
aku ne mnyusahkn kan ?
im sorry for all my frens especially --- ,
& ofcourse to my prnts.
PLBS for bm ;my title is keluarga saya.
~~ohsht~~

i stayed at home lykka gud girl do,but tonite dady u got me sad n blue,u js heard bwt da girl on da phone,we're, kissing at the house got me crying..
oh..u got me hatin on the house..cuz u took my phone..oh u took my phone.. now u got me lyk whoa...u got me hatin on the house..u took my phone..why'd u hv to take my phone..
and u can be mad at me all u want,i aint comin in i'll be waiting out front,coming out the door with my girlfriend,u did me wrong dad tell me where my phone is.
now this is da sound of da broken heart,there's only one reason why we're apart..he never would gimme my h/p..if it wasnt for the result..i still hv my phone..we wud still normal..we wud still normal..

cuz im killing them all on my own little mission

2009-06-30T14:24:00.005+08:00

And its not my fault, its how im programmed to function.
fuck the system. all of em. life's about film stars and less about mothers.
oh.im sorry everyone ;(

im fckin bored whn i ws forced to meet the caunselor.
shut up n let me go! i hate it. im fckin ego.
ive through all of these fckin circumstances ,
& ths all cud not b da barrier for me to love the ones i love .

every story has climax.

2009-06-29T18:59:00.014+08:00

ive made em cry.i nva tot they wud cry n tell me dat they love me.i cudnot blve he lets his ego down ,for me.4 his 1st daughta. i promised i will study so hard afta ive bn out frm mrsm.how cud i did such of ths fckin thng to em?.they knew wat ive done.they knew evry single thing.i knw they were fckin worried lyk hell bwt me so much til they cud do anythng to get me bck.n they askd,do u still need us..?...ofcourse. . .n i do need my frens too evn u guys were talking sht bwt em but i love em no matter wat hppns or wat u will say.cuz they care bwt me more than u guys did.im sorry cuz aws hugging belle's mum n pissed whn u touched me.i knw ive hurted u,mama.aws hoping u cud be lyk aunt veronica:( im fckin ego 2wrds my own prnts .did i say sori to em?nope. i knw im such a fckin idiot eldest daughta.im useless.i dun hv responsiblity.watever. im sori 2 evryone.i knw evn if i pray,God will not fulfil my prayer.im sinned. frm now on,i'll study reli hard. but nothng can stop me frm loving u :'(

pa ah ?

2009-06-25T21:01:00.004+08:00

i thnk i lyk sum1 .ahaha :p
anu ,ak bnci org ckp blkg2 .dpn2 tdiam wa .pa guna. .

oh.oh.

2009-06-24T21:10:00.006+08:00

i nva cried ths hard :( . i went to schl at 7.20 ? my mum ws mad at me , dun u feel afraid goinna schl late ? hrm .ive no mood at alll . the tcher wasnt mad at me .uh. i tot i'll get hit by muniz as soon as i arrivd .huhu,nope. js 2 lil kids wre staring at me.uh,watev. myb cuz aws carrrying a luggage bag ? :/ i only brought 3 books in dat bag.i knw we'll not study at all.huhu.wake up,pmr is coming.uh,im sleepy.. -.- wke me up whn pmr end ok.
btw, aws crying cuz of dat fckin grl trynna mess up wit my relationshp. oh,u won .pwas aty kw? oh.oh. y am i crying too hard? do i love tanfuichen dat hard?... who cud evr tell..

today ,she ws playin wit letters.i spell her nme & my nme & put em 2gda.sonia , dania .bcme sodaNIA. i miss the time u cud spell our nmes..& stick em on a bday crd :( her mum said our faces pretty same .& both named nia .oh , i wish u cud talk :( i lyk gvin my twin a partner.im hpy whn im wit her.idk y?i feel calm there. im gvin her a partner evryday..til she's 100% well. get well soon,sista :(

from farah dear :)

2009-06-23T13:55:00.004+08:00

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farah oh farah .ak rndu kawuu ;)

happy :)

2009-06-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

we met at last :)
awwhh, akhirnya rndu aku trbls jwa :) kmi mkin rpt :)
waa byk jwa senyuman.hehe.
btw i watched drag me to hell with belle.ohh WTH !! xD
i gve her bju spongebob :)
kmi pkai sma2 :D

i feel not gudd.

2009-06-19T19:33:00.005+08:00

oh-oh .today i met bebet :)
n today..hrm.boring :(
i realized im getting bored goinna tuition :(
but i rili wna be smart! urgh.!.
i feel stupiddd.
& i feel empty :(
empty of education? uhuh.
& bestie :(
hey..im sensitive. :(
& im gettin fatter & my skin turns darker !!
urghhh ,

js receivd vry bad news frm izad.
OMG .
naz is grounded & hopefully her mum willnot tell my mum bwt wat i did !!

im back!

2009-06-17T10:42:00.004+08:00

heyya , im back ! im not talking bwt jakarta now or here , i'll post it later on . usin their languange ;]
wow , seems lyk there r impolite guests / guest cme to mess up wit my blog since aws away .
oh pleasssseeeeeeee .
y shud i care ?
im too high standard to not ignore em .
they're js jealous & bzbody typpaa person . & im not rili. .into ths type ,haha .
these losers r js trynna blow away my confidence .
& 1 thng 4 sure , no one ever blow my confidence away .
so , if ure trying hard to make it , js cancel ur plan . its js not worth it .

ee :(

2009-06-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

im goinna jakarta 2mrw til 16th.so im not goinna schl for 2days.
sorry 4 those who sent me some commments in fs & cbox cuz i cudnt rep u guys =(

im sadd ='(
im gonna miss tan&belle.
why them ?
cuz i cant live without them .

ilovetanbelledygabelle.
do they love me too?:(

sweet shits.

2009-06-09T01:02:00.007+08:00

1st of all , im fuckinly happie wit my hby ryt nw C:
yea , i start to love my hby so much . yea so much .
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ok , im speechless .hha ,dats normal if we fell in love wit somebody & we dno hw 2 dscribe hw much we love her/him ,correct? hee.
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theres so much things hppnd on da past 2 days .

saturday : my fam went camping 4 a nite . i ddnt follow cuz i wna study wit zeeqa.
saturday nite : zeeqa slept at my hse .
sunday : belle cme bk frm miri ! :D & we went 2 kk 2geda .

aws hoping my fam wud cme home late so i cn spend more tme wit hby .
as soon as we arrived there wit happy+nervous feelin , sumthnng shit hppnd & turned our moods to fuckin angry+sad .aint we ,belle?.

ok ,skip ths part . its a long story tho.but thx 2 izad ! :)) & hafiz

we all finally were sent by aunty veronica to my hse . belle , hby & eka .

10pm : my fam arrivd home & my dad wudnt let em slp at our hse .
ok ,i hate my dad . i regret to say .oh oh..
they waited til my dad hs slept,then they'll slp here,at ma hse.
but.its too risky =(

12.30am : 6 of us went to ika's hse . we all slept there .ouh bebehhh

5pm : went home wit belle ,, hd an adventurous day then we slept til belle's mum cme.

the thing is , i sneaked out without bn busted wit my prnts :D ahhaa .
but sure they did lecture me cuz of em ,but idc ! mwahaha.
at least dat nte ws the happiest nte i evr hd ;]
wat an adventurous day.

ILOVETANFUICHEN &
CRISTABELLETATTI :)

there ARE differencess , bbyy . wtfamitklnbwt

2009-06-06T00:19:00.011+08:00

i'd lie .
u wud hv said , [aiint mke a damn diffrnce]
i mean , u did .
i sd i wont smoke but i did .
i sd i wont find anyone but i hv found .
i sd i wont leave u but ..
but .,
but ?
u'd left me !
but ,
do u even care ?
do u ? do u ?
hrmp .
to tell da truth ,
U , r da best bf any girl wud ever hd .
am i the luckiest cuz i WAS his ?
no . im the UNluckiest . i'd lost u .
i mean , u'd dumped me . so it mkes me tha vry UN.
&& ,
do thse fckin **** means dat i still fckin **** wit eu ??
my password is still ur name ,
ur msgssssss r still in my fown , but i nvr dare 2 read em or evn see em
~~ohfuck~~
i knw ur so fckin regret cuz u hv stolen my fckin heart .

pour bby pour

2009-06-03T20:25:00.003+08:00

heyhey .long time no pour .b4 ths js done wit the taggies .urmm .i always wanted 2 pour em alllll here .but when comes da tme ,i dunno wat 2 typpppeeeee ://// hrmpp ,.

by farah oh farah .hehe :]

2009-06-03T11:03:00.003+08:00

5 things in my bag @ handbag :
1. hp
2. money
3. lighter [bkn ak pny ah]
4. dunhill [ne pwn]
5. bodyshop strawberry lip balm

5 things in my wallet a.k.a purse:
- 1 thng u needa knw . i dun hv any wallet/purse! x)

5 favorite things in my bedroom (prefer to my room @ hostel):
1. bed
2. pillowwss
3. blanky
4. aircon is a must
5. laptop

5 things I wish to do:
1. meet hby
2. study til imma genius
3. tke my showa
4. eat
5. meet hby !!

5 things I'm doing now:
1. answering ths tag
2. txtn hby
3. sitting
4. thinking
5. looking at da mirror :p

5 people I would like to tag:
1. nazu bff :3
2. shane bha ituu
3. belle
4. deena
5. ninia

by ana oh ana ! ;]]

2009-06-02T23:42:00.008+08:00

1.Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed? neck .ahaha
2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning? teda rasa
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with? my crazy sistas ! xD
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled? hrm , i hv no idea
5. Will you ever donate blood? no tq !
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? aku rndu c bau .ahaha !
7. Do you want someone to be dead? c butu kurap
8. What does your last text message say ?
2 tplg kt kw.,jgn kta ak tia kci tw kw,ak sdah kci tw kw ne,cma kw ja y tia mw tw.
9. What are you thinking right now ? thinking of u , tan fui chen ! :]
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ? yeaa ofcoursee .
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ? i 4got
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ? beijing
13. Is someone on your mind right now ? hby sajaa , teda lainn .
14. Who was the last person who text you ? c butu kurap anjing ,shial babi fuck!

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.

1. belley2 bestie :]
2. narla
3. zyra
4. farah
5. wawa
6. tyna
7. iqah
8. anys
9. fifi
10. qymmie

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ? i hv no idea , hehehe
16. Is no.3 a male or a female? female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good? ahaha , idk ??
18. What is no.1 studying about? ndataww deaa ,,sowtt xD
19. When was the last time you chatted with them ? js ths recent
20.Is no.4 single? erm. ,ya. .ya ka farah ?berikn aku kepastian ,
21. Say something about no. 2. dea oghe ganu . eh , btul ke ?
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together? coincedently ,they r besfrens .i thnk,hee.
23. Describe no.9. fifi .i dun rli knw er ,but i knw shes nice :]]
24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ? teda2 bha ,haha
25. Do you like 8? i do ,ily anyss :D

ada bitch la .

2009-06-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

wow , braninya deaa . PALING beranii .

lynz: You gadis pakai tudung. You should bertaubat and avoid from melanggar ajaran agama. Jgn terpengaruh dgn kwn2 yg x bermaruah...

by amirah :]

2009-05-30T20:45:00.003+08:00

what the famous stuff u like? esprit
awak suka mlancong x? who doesnt?
do u really love ur bF/gF? wlpn dea bkin pnsss ,i rili do .
music apa yg kamu suka? hrmm,indie kali.
At school. who u really love? c belley2 bestie & moreee
Adakah anda jenis yang suka enjoy? ahaha , PALINGG
what are u wearing now? baju.tidur.
anda pandai main musik apa? ah? piano..
what are u feeling right now? MARAH ma hby . SEDIH sal xdpt jln =(
what kind of film u like to watch? i watch anything even porn
anda suka saya? sukaaa , [soalan ini agak pelik sedikit,hehe]
what food u really want to eat now? im fullll . tapi saya masih mahu mkn tu siput :p
berapa adik bradik? 5 .
apa anda mahu lakukan selepas ini? maki hby aku kali.
orang-orang yang tersayang di tag,

im feeling shyte

2009-05-30T19:09:00.005+08:00

seems lyk ppl around me r saaddd .
she doesnt treat her welll . ths may cud b d only opportunity ,so pls appriciate it bhaaaaaaa .
jn gne lr . dun mke urself regret .
nazu is grounded ,,hrmm ,wish i cud slpovr at ur hse :(
i can study wit u . pls pujuk ur mom ..
sadd . so do i..

oh oh im so in :( mood

2009-05-30T14:07:00.004+08:00

hby asks me out but i ddnt evntho today's a great opportunity 2 meet hby ,
[dad's not home(big yay)] plus , hby's free too ,
but .
i alrdy went out last week so i thnk i shudnt do it agen ths month [im afraid 2 ask mom]
im blur wat 2 wear whn hby asks me 2 wear sexy [duhh]
my fones cari masala lyk shit [3 of em inbox & sent items full]

im rili sssssssooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
hby=(=(=(=(=(=(

p/s : I MISS CRISTABELLE TATTI JOHNNY KAPONGG :(

cuz imma mistaker

2009-05-29T16:15:00.005+08:00

im finally freeee from
damn fckn kgt & kst dat hve mde me been scolded by mumndad . hahaa .
i wrote , saya telah menyiapkan kerja khusus ini selama 8 weeks but actly only in 2 days , lol. both krja khusus . shock ? hee . im super c;
thx 2 momndad !!!!!

btw , i hv not update 4 such a long tme ,
hrmm,so many things hppnd ,so much to think ,soo confused . :/

list of bugging things ;
i wonder y . hrm ,

dyg . npa dea xmw kctw num dea. . bstie ka gne? :(
suppiey . dulu kmi rapat . skrg kmi x :(
syikin . npa dea xfrenly sda ma aku :(
shweta . y u keep blaming me?? :(
omar . is he mad at me? does he hate me? :(

these r a few things :(

C BUTU

2009-05-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

FUCK OFF LA ! KYMAK TULL ,, BABI LAAA !
URANG TULUNG BACK UP DEAA . DUII . TULUNG LAA ,, SEDARRR .
PA-Q LARR ,, LAU AKU X BACK UP LG SUSA IDUP KO , DHUIII !

seriousshit .

2009-05-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

i hate my parents . idc wat shits they've done to me . IDC .
i said I DUN CARE ! i knw im acting selfish n shit . i dun care .

lari dari rumah ?

2009-05-24T16:53:00.009+08:00

hrm , hby askd 2 go 2 da beach but had a quarrel wit mom , called nazu , pick me .

packed my thngs & out of da hse , wait nazu 2 pick me , [ily nazu , u saved my lyf !]

arrivd at cp & waterfront , saw belle & them , :[hoping 1 of em is my hby]:

[sumthn hppnd duihhhhh.fck]

seperated wit em & carried nazu wit izad frm wtrfrnt to palm square lyk hell , [embarrasing]

stayed at mcd , saw leonnie & anthony .

as usual , ppl 1st expression is , :O for a few mins .

arrived nazu's hse at 9 . overall i ws happy on dat tme

except 4 belle's dad kept calling me , askin where belle is

i ws anxious cuz ano they cudnt tke cre of belle as well , bad sense i felt.

& aws thnking y my prnts dun evn feels anxious where am i ? :s

da nxt day i gt bck home n acted normal .

my dad askd , eh , where r u frm ? nazu's hse . oh , k .

btw , we took few of piccas . view nazu's blog .

jahat .

2009-05-22T10:12:00.003+08:00

hby jahat . dui . pelui.pelui. DUI.
tan oh tan . hby oh hby .
tuw bantal swa ilang bau hby .
dhuii .
swa hney tnya mum .
buley wa dea bilangg .
yayay ! tdur wuma hney awkaee :)

dats da way i <3 u

2009-05-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

aku suka hidu tuw bantal . bau hby ne . hehe .
& blanket . evn its my sista's blanket . duhh .
come to my hse again hby,,hehe
there ARE benefits be with unstraight type .
nuthn to beware of . guddyyy . hehe .
im lovin' it bebeh !

1 word ; happy :)

2009-05-21T16:52:00.004+08:00

DEA . music in my life ;]

evryday seems lyk no diff

2009-05-18T17:48:00.004+08:00

yea , my evryday routine is always da same ;

0620 : woke up , get ready
0644 : go 2 schl ,
1220 : cme bck frm schl wit dyg & both of belle or alone ,,
1300 : lunch
1330 : do anything ~~wacky~~
evening : 0n9
1930 : dinner
2000 : h/w [yea ryt] :p
0000 : sleep

how booooringggg

aku bkn pilihan hatimu .

2009-05-14T22:07:00.008+08:00

js now i visited sonia ! oh soniaa , imy !
i knw u knw i visited u . oh ,shes gettin btter ;]
ily sonia , i hope u get well soon :)

spotcheck
btw sista crmen pgng pepe aku ne , aku xsedar pepe aku brdarah. .

hrm , dyg asked ,
pd , u still contact wit omar..?

coincidence awas singing ,
harus slalu kau tau , semua abadi ,
untuk slamanyaaa <--- this is wat awas singing ,,. ;(

2009-05-14T17:18:00.004+08:00

1.How many boys have you cried over?- 1 & only
3.Who ended your last relationship?You, or your ex-partner?- him
5.Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?- erm.at last they cme confess 2 me,lol
6.Honestly, do you like anybody?- ofcourse . i lyk my frens !
8.With your boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?- pa meaning dea ne? ahaha !
9.Kisses or hugs?- both
11.How many guys have met your parents?- none,.
12. Since your 1st boyfriend, what is the longest you have been single?- uh?
13. Have you been heartbroken?- ofcourse.
14. Are you friends with any of your exes?- haha,yea.
15. How many REAL relationships have you been in?- dno.
16. Would you kiss the last person you ~~kissed again?~~- fuckoff
17. Do certain songs make you cry?- yea..
18. Do you get along better with your dad or mom?- mom .
19. Who was the last person you hugged?- c abelle .
20. Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?- yea , hby tan
21. Have you met a boyfriend online?- once

2009-05-14T16:39:00.002+08:00

Chapter 1: Personal
Initials: pd
Middle name: delilah
Birthday: apr 4th
Birth Place: RIPAS hos .,BSB ,brunei .
Current location: infront of d comp
Height: 7 feet
Hair length: around da breasts
Eye color: blue black
Piercings: all ova d ears
Birthmarks: aku ada pantat !

Chapter 2: Family
Do you live with your parents: sometimes
Do you get along with your parents? : sorry ,but , no .
Are your parents married/separated/divorced? : separated in some time
Do you have any siblings? : 5 impropa princess
What pets do you have? : anjing
What are there names? : err , lets call it bitch

Chapter 3: Favorites
City: new york city
Season: winter
clothing brand: mostly esprit
Color: colorfool
Number: 4

Chapter 4: Do You ...
Sing in the shower? : sometimes
Write memos on your hand? : uhuh
Call people back? : always
Believe in love? : taipantat
Sleep on a certain side of the bed?: uh?
Wear glasses or contacts? : none

Chapter 5: Have You Ever...
Worn braces? : neva
Broken a bone? : neva
Punched someone in the face? : i 4got
Skipped school? : no needa ask
Taken painkillers? : ofcourse
Gone SCUBA diving? : neva
Been stung by a bee? : neva
Thrown up in a restaurant? : neva
Been to overnight camp? : daaa
Written a letter to Santa Claus? : peluuii
Had detention? : daaa
Been sent to the principal's office? : haha
Been called a bitch? : dats my name

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last..
Person to IM you? : him
Person to call you? : my sista
Person you hugged? : td aku hug c abelle
Person you tackled? : none
Thing you touched? : tuuuuuuut
Thing you ate? : choc
Drank? : green tea
Thing you said? : .

.

2009-05-12T14:47:00.007+08:00

my mom

wats wrong bha , ihh . u see , all my fren lyk dun wnna go 2 my hse suda ! look wat hv u done . y bha u actin lyk , diff infront of my fren . y r u lyk ths , biar la my fren bha . u cant change them da way perfect lyk u want . ihhh . y bha u actin lyk ths . i dun lyk . my fren pn afraid of u . apa nee . sukahati la bha . u see , most of my fren X go 2 my hse cuz of u actin weird !!

oh shit

js nw my dad js forced my fren outta da hse ,, seriously if u hv a dad lyk ths , im sure u gna him hate him lyk hell . seriously .

im not gna regret bout wat i js say &&

i dun care wat u all gna say bout me !!!

sociality

2009-05-10T17:22:00.013+08:00

i enjoyed ystrdy's hangout .
met a lot of frenss
went to wawa ,i ws js keep on my egoness .
not long afta ,we went 2 chicken rice shop meeting izak ,adz & kim :D
ouh ,i miss em .& ws nice 2 meet kim :)
shwetas nuts ,mde a tatoo of kim's bday on da upper butt of hers .

went to wawa agen , saw dyg , belle & ofcourse da pack of em .
my smiley face dissapeared afta da 2 of em were js , not dat surprise as i were . hrmm .
it ws js eza , didnt ignore me as usual . awh ,ily eza ! i ddnt mean it at all .
then i ws js sadly went 2 da other direction .
alone seeking 4 shorts .cant find any fits me ,bought a skirt .
ouhgosh ,looks lyk ones they use 4 clubbing

went 2 straighten up my hair as i hd realized it sucks on some part .
da saloon girl named ,tasha .it ws unexpected she knew things bout us .ahha
notddnt 4get 2 mention dat i love ma hair :)

ouhyeaa ,i saw nazu passed by da saloon ! :D
but she seemed lyk , d other 2 . hrmmm . y did my bff treat me lyk ths ! :(
nazu askd me if i hd seen bebet . omg , bebet ! IMY !
very unlucky she ws on da way bck home whn i called her :(

2 hours in da saloon , i ran out 2 waterfront ,ouh nazu !where r u ?
finally ,both of us smoked til da sun set down .
stayed wit izac , kim , naz & shweta til 730 pm
---------------------------------------------------
gt bck home at 815 pm

dat nite , we met aple .ohgosh . cute ;)

n dat nite . i broke up wit my hby :(

we smoked in my hse & slept at 5pm .

today , i stayed at home while shweta ws out .

.

2009-05-08T16:11:00.006+08:00

the title is .
the truth is , i get jealous 4 those who said ,
i love myself & my life :) my family & etc
dats sound the way too diff 2 me , seriously . i cant get it , y cant i be lyk those ppl too ?
i wna love me & ofcourse my life but sumthng seems lyk blockin me from lovin it .
its complicated . i live in fear . & thse r da factors ,

my dad . he wudnt let me meeting any fren of mine , except when schl tme . urgghh . so i often sneak out . i wnt my frenss bh papa ! & u js dun get it ! ;[

my sis . wth is wrong wit u 'big' sis ? i wna do wat i wna do . bsides being an interrupter , & reporter to my dad , wat else do u want frm me , kid ? ure still only a child , u dun hv any idea bout da needness of teen . yea WEML .

my mom . she wnts da best 4 me . seriously , watevr .

& evrytme i tell sum1 , they dun undstnd me , evn my bsfrens . urgh .
they said , u shud love ur dad , [yeayea ILhim]
ur dad js wna tke cre of u bh . [ye ryt ,dats not da way]

& i dun get it , is my fren js care 4 me & js talking positive things
or they ddnt support any of my words. .

im blur
there r more factors but i cant thnk bout em

still on blurr mode

2009-05-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

hey y am i lyk ths ? stupid .
2mro prnts p kl & 2mro i p cp .
deal ? ahaha .
we js cme bck frm kl then they wna go kl agen !
hurmm . til ths sundae .
hurmm . y do i keep sighing ?
urgh , im blur myb cuz im stress .

im totally blurrrr

2009-05-06T15:10:00.002+08:00

yea blurr . -.-

tagged by iqah !

2009-05-06T14:42:00.001+08:00

1. Senaraikan 10 images makanan/minuman yang anda teringin nak makan saat ini.
2. Carian hendaklah dilakukan dengan Google dan paparkan image paling menggiurkan.
3.Turutan gambar hendaklah mengikut nafsu keinginan anda masing-masing.
4. Sila tag 6 orang lain untuk tugasan ini. Selamat menyelesaikan tugasan!

p/s : i only love chocolates ! :P

ouh i cant stand it nemor ,, im fasting today ! lol

eventho the piccas dun rili look ok . ahhaa .

heeee.

2009-04-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

once upon a love ?

2009-04-27T15:35:00.004+08:00

i wna meet her :P

yupyup . true . hbyku c titing . muacks

niatiting :)

ths 1 looks lyk pengkid a bit

2009-04-25T23:35:00.003+08:00

nothing except pressure

2009-04-25T15:13:00.008+08:00

oooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .
i decided to change my blogskin cuz i get bored with d old one .
yeap , ths is simple . & clear .

today when i wke up it was unbelievable . i looked at the clock again & its 1.05 pm .
oh godd . im wasting my time ! feel regret lyk ive wasted gold . ahhaa .
i shud b at warisan ryt now if i wke up earlier . such a waste .
today is nothng , but the weather is sooo hot lately , im burning . & getting darker . wtf.
wat do u feel if ure hot & sweating & ur tummy hurts & it mkes u sweatER ?
fuck dumbass .
dats wat i feel . pressure , except for my tummy decrease 2 inches today .
yayy , but my skin gettin darker . urghhh .
i feel comfy ryt now in my room . ily aircon . ha-ha . weirdo muchh ,who cares.
at ths time normally rain will shows up . but ths recent , no . i hate it .
im happy when rain comes . im lyk the cullens . live in damp and cold area .
but i ddnt live there . sigh.
ouch ! my tummy hurts .

frenshp is evrythn

2009-04-24T12:24:00.004+08:00

illy . son

sonia . ianneza

chaba . soNIA . iLLy

bitchy!

2009-04-23T15:50:00.007+08:00

fuck!

by belle ! :)

2009-04-21T20:27:00.006+08:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :
pd , dania . puteri (ew) . dan .

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :
4/4 . my bff's bday . my enemies's bday . evil laugh*

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES :
txting . read zeda's blog . lenna's blog . & belle's blog :]

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY : laugh . hangout . wt else ?

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :
effa . dyg . kak ian . sonia :(

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
branded clothes . camera . hp . new own laptop .

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES :
txting . blogging . piano . eat :D

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
tokyo . paris . london . ouh , aust .

FOUR FAVOURITE DRINKS :
choc/vanilla drinks . yogurt . fruit juice . green tea .

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG/HANDBAG :
$$ . eyeliner . lipgloss . cigs ?

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS : colorful [:

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS :
starbucks . waterfront . aladdin cafe . playground hha .

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH : so much ? no one . myb my fam & fwenz .

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :
my gold carpet diary .
my ring cuz its unique .hee.
gelang yg c belle kc .
my mp3 .

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WILL TAG : i gta . thnk . bout . it .

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY :
belle asks me to hha .
i lyk it .
i wna post sumthn .
im bored .

the new maths tchr said ,life is easy .is it ?

2009-04-20T12:34:00.003+08:00

today got new maths tcher . he is he .

& he said life is simple & easy .
wow , guess , God bless him much . haha. .

btw today im rili focus 90% on wat tchers taught .
b4 ths only 40% !? wth. .
i shud concerntrate on my studies. .
my result is rili bad.. not evn 1 A !!
omgosh..ok , no more :
lepak2 or laugh too much or talk crap
brbual ksong , buang msa

js focus , study & revision .
ok . 8A's for PMR !!!

award frm Ash .

2009-04-18T16:34:00.004+08:00

* y r u single??

cuz... i rejected evrybdy ..?

y did u reject evrybdy ?

cuz... i dno

2009-04-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

single is sexy .

ok , da quote up there is js my motto .
y ... u got a prblm wit it ? ure not satisfied ?
oh , solve it urself , ppl . dun mind me .
i wna b sexy 4eva . who duznt ryt .
haha..im sorry ppl . my heart has locked .
who took da key........?

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myb im a limited edition expensive diamond 4 those blind ppl who nva gve up on me lyk sht but im js a piece useless shit , 4 my frens & parents . wake up , blind ppl , im a shit , cant u see ????? how pathetic i am being an useless shit , myb not 4 african or to use 4 tenaga biomas . eish . useless . i hate myself . how many tmes i must say ths ???? i lost evrythng . evrythng u knw . i hv nothng . only myself wit my virginity . n of course thngs to cover me up frm cold . or hot . or windy . or watever . yea my fault , yes i lost evrythng cuz of my own stupidfuckinidiot mistake . guess Allah ddnt evn receive my prayer & all dat . i shud b patient . js wait 4 sumthng . 4 wat ?? 4 her n him to cme bk to me ? negatve . so ,wat ? theyre all i need . ish , js 4get bout it la dania , ok . ........................... yea i js said ok but inside is very not ok . try to bha . ok , i'll try my best . yea ryt . ths all needness r killing me to get evn if i cant .

by ninia :)

2009-04-14T19:29:00.005+08:00

1. Kalau anda jadi orang terkaya di dunia?
sedekah ! haha ,b4 dat buy evrythin i want n go evry edge in ths world ..

2. Kalau anda jadi orang terseksi di dunia?
ambil ksempatan utk apa2 shja yg ada d muka bumi ne haha

3. Kalau anda perlu terjun tingkat ke-100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?
buang masa & tenaga

4. Kalau orang kata blog anda teruk nak mampus!
ah jelez

5. Kalau keluarga anda yang menentukan teman hidup anda.
Kira perkahwinan yang ditetapkan keluarga lah?
ee xmau

6. Kalau tiada lagi hari esok?
aku kc hbs bca quran ne ari

7. Kalau orang yang anda benci berada di depan anda?
woina apa lae , sedia sda senapang aku simpan d pocket

8. Kalau anda berpeluang masuk Fear Factor dan makan benda2 pelik?
fearfactorfcuk

9. Kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?
.........

10. Kalau anda berjumpa dengan orang artis/selebriti yang paling anda minati?
Nyatakan nama artis/selebriti tersebut.
taylor swift , ukur tinggi bha taa !

11. Kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yang akan anda bunuh?
tu bitch yg send msgsss d chatbox aku

12. Kalau orang kata anda kacak/cantik?
prkra biasa . hha .

13. Kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia yang muda?
innalillah

14. Kalau anda berpeluang menikmati makan malam yang romantik?
haha . the prblm is , wit who .......?

15. Kalau anda terpaksa mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?
pa mksd dea ne....

16. Kalau anda memenangi anugerah? Dan anugerah apa yang anda inginkan?
model plg hot ?

17. Kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing? Bangsa asing mana yang anda inginkan?
aussie

18. Kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?
ermmm....

19. Kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?
biasa la. . org PeRfEcT kan , sepa x jelez

20. Mengenai orang yang tag kamu ni?
ninia oh ninia ! u knw u look familiar 2 me

21 : I'm tagging :
anyone !!

something*

2009-04-14T14:56:00.006+08:00

i see ur face in my mind as i drive away..

cuz none of us tot it ws gna end dat way..

people are people & sumtyms we change our minds..

but its killing me 2 see u go afta all ths tme..
music starts playin lyk d end of a sad movie..

its a kinda ending u dun rili wna see..
cuz its tragedy & it'll only bring u down..

now i dunno wat 2 be without u around..
& we know its neva simple , neva easy ,

neva a clean break , no 1 here 2 save me ,

ure d only thing i knw , lyk da back on my head..

& i cant breathe , without u but i hv to ..

neva wna ths ,nvr wna see u hurt..

evry lil bump in da road i tried 2 swerve..

people are people but sumtyms it doesnt work out..

nuthin we say gna save us frm da fall out..
its 2 am.. feelin lyk i js lost a fren ,

hope u know its aint easy ,its aint easy 4 me ..
im sorry .. sigh*

NA! famous kau aku bikin ,

2009-04-14T14:23:00.004+08:00

NA ! FAMOUS KAU AKU BKIN ,

kmbr dania: wahai kmbrku...tdkkah bnr kta2 sgla org komen ko ni??sdrlah wahai kmbr ku..ko sememangnya ndak gna..hahah

plg brani: bergh...yg ni pndpt kmi jak psl blog ko..;jgn la ko memanas..trip kuat lg bah mo antam org..bergh..taiknya..hahahah

2 prbualan tedateda di atas jelas skali menunjukkan bhwa org pengecut ini sgt mencemburui diriku .
TAKUT BHA DEA KNA ANTAM , ITU LA DEA XKCTAW SEPA DEA YG SBNRNYA . HAHA , KESIAN OWH NE ORG. . .
FUCKU LA MAU JD KMBAR AKU KNUN. .DUi.. MCM2 LAE DEA MENYAMAR KNUN. .TEDA PENDIRIAN. .KALO BITCH TU BITCH LA. .NDA PYAH KAU JEALOUS SMA AKU NE. .AKU TAU LA AKU PERFECT. .HAHA. .XPYAH BHA KO JEALOUS. .NTI AKU BNTU ORG2 SPRTI KAU NE. .KAU LEK SJA BHA , PREN. .PREN2 KTA ,,, PUKI KAU LA PREN .

pukima

2009-04-13T23:16:00.011+08:00

hsptl bkt pdg: bahawasanya dgn ini,kmi akn mskkn ko d tmpt ni,dan ko boleh la mlyn pskt2 kmi dgn bantuan seksual yg dahsyat..
perogol bersiri: yum yum yum..stim glak aku tgk ko ni..lpas ni,aku tggu ko blk skolah,trus,aku rogol ko...beznya klu dpt loberkan ko ni..
badan pencegah pelacuran: mlm ni,kmi akn serbu rumah ko.....tgkp ko..kasi bogel....trus buat tiger show...
jabatan pendaftaran negara: dengan sukacitanya dimaklumkan...anda bukan rakyat malaysia..kami berasa ragu2 dgn kerakyatan anda...mungkin anda warganegara Nigeria yang ketandusan seks...
hotties..: erm..maw tny ni..btul ka jgk c latip 2 cam rapat dgn ko??ka...ko yg tr over2 ni..perasan la katakan...
les yg terhot: kapel kta maw???
hmm...: uie girl, berubah la sblm terlmbat.. ksian bha parents ko..
???: banyak peminat nie dia?????
love you..: kalo ko merayu pun sma aq, aq xkan kapel sma ko.. berapa bnyak da org buta mo kpel ngan ko.. haha..
imam makkah: ya habibah!!!napa jd mcm ni?ko tawka,ko bole djthkn hukuman pancung n cincang buah dada klu ko prgai mcmni..mawka??
?????: at least you try????
???: behave yourself...
hospital pranakan...: ya ampun...kesilapan kromosom total...bayi pertama yang dilahirkan untuk menjadi pelacur sejak kecil...
.....: tolong laa berubah... ko ingat orang suka la knun perangai ko bgini..
rumah pelacuran vegas: uik,aku ada offer tuk ko..jom daftar p tmnpt ni..ko lyn org2 pakistan jak..ok ka??
cupid: ada juga ada orang maw orang cam ko nie???????????bergh!!!!!!!
15 april: uina...urang cam ko bufday sama cam aq..bikin geli ooo!!!!!!!tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pelacur loberan: uik,jomla join aku jd pelacur..kta tgk lober sepa plg bsr..maw??
taylor swift: uik,aku x maw ko mnt lgu2 aku..ndak lyk ba..jgn ko mnt2 aku ah..geli oh..
birthday angel..: when didi i gave this devil baby to her mom??
bakal anak ko: mami time umur2 15 thn gni,sdh mcm placur oh..sy ni ank luar nikah ka??
helwa!!!!!: uina.........plislah!!!muka baik skali prangai setan!!!!!!!
malaikat maut..: perkara yg paling dekat dgn kita ialah kematian....taubatlah...****er girl..****ty face..
helwa!!!!!!!: parents ko tawka ko camnie???????ai...bikin malu mak bapak jak!!!!!!!
malaikat maut..: tidakkah ko tepikir???prnh driwayatkn crita...
nama?????: bergh.......prasan hot jak ko!!!!
malaikat maut...: buduh ko ni....
dania taik.....: macam taik owh ko!!!!!!trip2 cam taiko pdahal??????????
abang helwa: dania...ko sum ka??mo kapel ma aku?comel jgk ko ah..
ustazah badar: astaghfirullahhalazim...wats wrong wit u *****???murah betul ba ko ni...whore btulll....
pukima btl org gne ne .

plg penakut mau kasitaw sepa kau yg sbnr .

bgs ko p matila bitch . kalau nda puas hti ckp sja bha .

ne cri psl lae .

plg aku HOT ko kasi masuk nma kwn aku sna .

kalo ko mau c latip tu ckp sja bha . aku tulung kau .

kalo gne mcmana mau tulung pukima .

pa problem kau ne ?? ko mau kna antam ka ??

PENAKUT . mau jga bha TRIP2 MENYAMAR .

isap butu la kau shit . blh repot polis ne , ko tau ka ??

nothng

2009-04-12T17:28:00.004+08:00

1. my ex is : him
2. im listening to : taylor swift - 4eva & alwayz
3. myb i shud : kc cyap kh . bkn mungkin , tp wajib !
4. i lyk : ****** ? blush* im les
5. my besties : cm len2 sdaa :(
6. i dun undrstnd : y he left me
7. i hd lost : him
8. evryone says : aku mkin cntik ? ah , penipu .mkin gemuk bduu !
9. my name means :princess idkidk
10. love is : lies
11. at some place , someone is : ;( ily sonia
12. i will try : to mke my dad loves & proud of me :(
13. 4ever means : u ddnt mean it bby , (ngam la dgn lgu aku dgr skg)
14. my fone : i hate it
15. whn i wke up : alhamdulillah i still can wake up..;(
16. Saya paling meluat apabila: org trip dpn lelaki
17. party is : enjoyable ?
18. cutest animal ever seen : um . rabbit
19. bestest age stage : umm. .anytime can be fun
20. 2day is : boring .
21. 2nite i will : finish my hmewrkzzzz
22. 2mro i wil : ..........?
23. i rili want : 8A's in PMR !!
24. whn u look in da mirror : who's dat cute prson in da mirror?ahaha
25. mall or playground : shopping !
26. western or japanese food : japanese .
27. dark or bright room : dark . i dun lyk lights/sun
28. instant food is : maggi .
29. last sentence u said to ppl : ...i 4got
30. who u wna tag : u r free to copy ths , hee

sobb*

2009-04-05T22:34:00.003+08:00

4 my dearest sista , sonia ,
pls be conscious . dun let ur spirit down .
evn if ure unconscious bout a week , ure still breathing .
i knw ure tough . u got da spirit .
i knw miracle cud hppn . pls pray 4 her , my fellow frens .
i love u sonia . u will wke up . i knw . i knw u will .
allah will help u . i love u sonia ;(

bday wishes

2009-04-05T17:26:00.005+08:00

1 kent !
2 belley2 bestie (:
hpy bdy hunnie ! ure fnly sweet 15 ! hpe strtn frm ths vry mdnte a nw chptr of crazinss , fun , wacky phse of life u'll hv , spend da best of ur dae 2 da maxx hunnie ! i syg u so much dania , mwaahhx100 n god bless u ! rmmbr i'll always b thr 4 u whn u nyd hlp / shldr 2 cry on / js kwn utk menggila2 !
3 shweta <3
4 latip c:
5 munira
plg smart ,
6 doress
may god bless u
7 ika f2
gud lark pmr ,hpe u gt gud result , dun b naughty
8 k.fairuz , best cuzen
may allah bless u always
9 uppa
moga kw apy slalu
10 nazu
11 dijiey :)
12 izak :D
sweet 15
13 k.ian
14 eza
15 abelle
16 bebet syg
17 ikram
smoga pnjg umo
18 p-na :D
19 shane
sweet 15 hun
20 sherry
smoga pnjg umur
21 ann
bsfwn , smoga pnjg umur , mrh rzki , 8a pmr , tua sda ko pd
22 jira
23 granpa&ma :)
hv a nice day , dun 4gt allah n always pray 4 Him
24 atiqah
k.dan mkin tua ?
25 supey
26 tan
smoga pnjg umur
27 fieq
god bless u
28 aein
wish da bes , dun 4gt bwt us
29 k.illy
30 bangcik

31 farah , efa

ok ths is only da top 30 :D
thx all :)

howas my bday ?

2009-04-05T16:30:00.003+08:00

wow hard to tell . ok we start wit ,

morning : wke up , got appoinment agen in da hospital .
doctor : ok , physically , nuthn is wrong wit her , but. . i dno wts her problem , myb she stress out too much . myb shud gt someone to help her or sumthn ..
me : ? but im js fine ,
doctor : hurmm , kay,on monday u hv anoda appoinment , ultrasound test .
me : wats dat ?
doctor : needa check more blablabla mentality gves effect to bla
me : oh k watevr [. . . .] wat ?? my mental is js FINE . . . ok myb not
doctor : blabla

big sigh *
i wonder . . if on 4/4/94 ws da day i exist in ths world. . & 4/4/09 is da day i ..
but today 5/4/09 , alhamdulillah im still breathing .. myb shud b careful wit wat i wish 4 . .

nite :went to 1b
mamam cake secret recipe ,
shopped;esprit ,
papa : js pick anythn u lyk .
wowow :D
old town mamam agen .
end

currently;rindu shwetaipntat . imy , tat . & c butu . & u knw who

damn ,

2009-04-04T15:37:00.006+08:00

wow , im watching beverly's vids , sulina's blog ! godd , gilak , she shud mke her own album ! im proud of her evntho i dno her :p i hope i hv a guitar .. :(

kay ,snce i ddnt post nythin past few days , awna post em all here .

monday ,
escped schl , cuz i lost my voice .
ikram begged to meet but i ddnt
latip escaped too ,askd whr am i but ddnt meet him
anie's bday party

tuesday ,
n again , ikram too n he came all da way frm inanam to meet .
went to shweta's hse , met eza , liaw wow ! n adz slptova at shweta's hse afta da party lstnte
whoaa fcknsht
my rm30 ws used
ikram ,belle n i ddnt go to schl in these 2 days
belle cme ,did sum h/w a bit ,went wit shweta n belle ,calld omar
gt bk at 8.30 pm
papa cme hme afta hsnt seen him such a long tme
sigh ,(dats y i ddnt post any)

wednesday ,
went 2 schl
its raining ,escpe sport ,went to starbucks instead
with taxi met latip n ika otherss
brought $200 ,only spent $50
gt bk hme at 6 sumthn
papa lectured me n belle
oh shit ,but still unbusted lol

thursday ,
went 2 schl
went 2 da library wit latip n his frens ,
taught only 2 of maths questions
blablabla walked at da park
mengetek dea sma belle

friday ,
went 2 schl
got tuition 2-4 , 7-9
went to da hsptal
11-2 clbrte bday wit shweta
best nte evr
latip promised to cme but ddnt
bkr butu kw !
alex , hurmmm pkma . .

honestly in these few days i dno who i am . i dno maself without him .

who sent ths .

2009-04-04T14:58:00.003+08:00

i hope this joyful day of yours will brighten up your mood, remove all the hard times and sad feelings within you...and i hope your birthday gently breezes into your life all the choicest of things that you would desire and all that your heart holds dear... HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!
wish you a prosperous and happy future. =)
unknown

btw , HaPpIe BiRtHdAy To Me !

p/s:im not happy .

fcknsht

2009-03-30T22:08:00.008+08:00

i dun wnt its over , please :'(

x3mly in sadd & rili sick condition .

i hate myself .

sumtyms i wish i can born again , clean , without any sin .

sumtyms i wish i cud stomp my head til i can 4gt evrythn ive done .

sumtyms i wish i will read quran evry week or evrydy lyk b4 , b4 i turn lyk ths .

sumtyms i wish i dun evn knw wats cigs .

sumtyms i wish i cud b modest .

sumtyms i wish i cud listen to my prnts .

sumtyms i wish my prnts love & proud of me .

sumtyms i wish i cud b wit him 4 eva .

but pathetically , allah tests me wit all ths tests .

i must change 2 achieve all ths crazy wishes .

myb oda ppl thnk ,

pd , ure gud bh , evn u smoke n all dat u still cn pray ? wow ur gud . at least u pray .

but da truth ,

wat 4 i pray if i do all dat shit ??

i'll try 2 fin quran by ths yr .

pray 4 me so i cud b better .

pls . its 4 my own benefits .

im fckn not gud .

i wish i died in shahid .

i remember i dreamt dat i died last nte .

& i wish its true .

ano i shud b careful 4 wt i wish 4 but .

ano Allah will always there if we need help .

i hope Allah will help me .

p/s : im not wat u thnk i am . yea .

u hurt me A LOTTT .

tagged by faraa :)

2009-03-30T19:10:00.008+08:00

Best
1. Male Friend : latip ? dorg2 laa .
2. Female Friend : nazu . wisewitch . belley . dijiey . abelle . shwetaipantat .
3. Memory: x

Worst
1. Time of day : early in the morning
2. Day of the week : evrydy xcept sat nite
3. Food : aku mamam suma
4. Memory : tooo manyy

Last
1. Person you saw : dyg & abelle .
2. Talked to on the phone : c ikram . latip . abelle & dyg . belley .
3. Text : c latip . oh yea c abelle .
4. Messaged over MySpace : -
5. What are you doing right now ? : thinking
6. Wearing? : baju dsx , sluar applemints
7. What is the weather like : ndatauk

Tomorrow
1. Is : tuesday .
2. Got any plans? : escape la
3. Dislikes about tomorrow : got kh .

Favourite
1. Number : 4
2. Song : the meg and dia band
3. Season : rainy
4. Cartoon : phineas & ferrrrb

Currently
1. Missing someone : do i must tell u ? OBVIOUSLY .
2. Wanting : him
3. Listening to : WE THE KINGS - check yes juliet

True or False
I am a morning person : false
I am an only child : false [i hv 4 lil siss]
I am currently in my PJ’s : false
I am currently suffering from a broken heart : true [dun hv to tell]
I can be paranoid at times : true
I currently regret something that I have done : true [couple sma pauper]
I curse frequently : true
I enjoy country music : true (sometimes)
I enjoy hip hop : true
I enjoy techno/trance : true
I enjoy talking on the phone : true [kin abis $$]
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal : true
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor : false
I have changed a lot over the past year : true
I have done something illegal : true
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months : true [suckk]

Other
Single or Taken : um . both ? single but unavailable
Eye color : blue black ahaa .
Hair : black
Height : 167 cm
Righty or lefty : righty .

i tag

(random)
fifi
lulu
narla
onaa

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now i know .

2009-03-30T12:01:00.003+08:00

im not gud . i realise i hvnt touch da quran since last year . im not gud . now i know . day by day , i keep in touch wit dunhill . nearly to beer . accidently **** luckily , hvnt done sex . im fucking not gud . i cant change if theres no inspiration . not like i wna change js bcuz of the inspiration , i js need someone to lead me . if not i dun hv any high spirit to be better . i hate myself . js find someone else n of course ,better than me 4 ur gud future . im gvin up . yea ,without my inpiration .

currently;missing the inspiration .

2009-03-29T19:46:00.008+08:00

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i got fever .
help me ____;(

.

imisshim .

2009-03-29T16:52:00.007+08:00

sometimes we tend to be in despair when da person we care about leaves . but da truth is its not our loss ... its theirs bcuz they left da person who wud neva gve up on them .

betul tuw farah .

omar,alex,azwan,ikram.stop hurting my head.i got fever alrdy:(

mrsm sports day

2009-03-28T18:18:00.016+08:00

my maid wke me up at 6 then i i hit da sack bk , mama wke me at 830 , y u ddnt go to sch ?? i tot u slpovr at ur fren's hse ? then i said ala , i ddnt sleep at my fren's hse cuz i afraid i cant wke up 4 subuh :p dats y i slept here .
aku kol c ikram dea bilang teda perancangan sda . palui . 930 i went to shweta's hse , which belle slppvr there . she helped me wit d eyeliner . aww . afta im ok wit da look then i askd mama 2 send me 2 da stadium .

aku kol c alex bru bgn dea . eiss . then mama sent me . ikram kol tem aku mw smpai swa smpai aku trnmpk dea . trus kmi p nek sma2 tuw stadium . met my frensssssssss,exss,admirersss,enemiessss,seniorsss. omg , toooooo manyyyy of em ,,. im rili tired to tell
then went down wit ikram called alex , coincidence alex n latiff js arrived by taxi . then smoked a bit evn got tcher looking mad at us . lyk we care , we r not mrsm students nemor ,hha . then saw da principal wit his assistant passed by n looking at me so i js waved at em !? kurang ajarr .

so tdy i spent most of of da tme wit kak ian n ikram . bdu tu c alex mentang2 sma kwn2 dea lupa trus sma aku . eisssss . then i tot , ndapa nti kmi jln jwa ,rupanya dorg p kaC tggl aku !pukimma . . then i mrh btul la trus i askd mama 2 fetch me .td pun i still mrh bout wt he did ,trus aku sms c alex , mrh2 dea . trus brabis dea ,aku ambil kw gna taxi lar tp kw kna spend hotel . eiss , aku xmw brmlm gilak.bha sepa suru kn kc tggl . dea jga pnya fault . heiss kin hawwtt .

i _ agirl&awslykwtf

2009-03-28T00:27:00.009+08:00

saturday

agirl__me&awslykwtf

12.30 am

wtf,act cool bebeh.4get bout da title!shutup & listen. god . ok,chill. . .afta tuition i decided 2 slpovr ma frens hse,went 2 da dark plyground saw they were drinkin n smokin there then joined em but dfntly ddnt evn touch da beer.they kissd eachoda then saw her wit her 2geda!then she ran n hugged me,aww,then we went to da room,wit da lights off then ~~blablabla~~ help ma fren to vommit afta hd drank too much.then yfguvodfghvoigdfhidfghdigffspoif then gt bk hme n 2mro is anoda long day i gna go thru.wish me luck.nite

i miss him badly . 2 months , march 28th .

2009-03-26T00:26:00.004+08:00

aku chenta ,

Meg & Dia ,

Siti Nazurah ,

Cristabelle Tatti ,

Dygku Nurul Naquella ,

Annabelle ,

Farahaen ,

Fitri Hana ,

Omar .

do i look happy ?

2009-03-25T23:00:00.007+08:00

im not . even i look lyk a happy prsn . seriously . im not happy 4 sum reason ..

a lot of reasons actly .
why ..? why not as sweet lyk b4 . . gna leave me .? hurm .

ths question keep repeatin in ma mind . .

when ? is he ? hey im not happy .. plz gmme sum answer at least . .

plz dun mke me feel lyk ths way ..

ey ths saturday goinna stadium . . mrsm sport day ..

im confused ..

shud i go ...?

hurm .

sejak td aku duduk kaku slps insiden yg berlaku . apa yg brlaku kpdku ? sprti biasa , sblm masing2 hendak berundur diri , aku click send perkataan yg sering ku ucapkn kpdnya , ttpi kali ini bkn sprti biasa . agak aneh . dea tdk mmbls kata2 indah ku itu . dan ini mmberikn kekuyakan besar kpd ku . aku mengambil keputusn utk trus menunggu . akhirnya , dea pun sign out . aku menarik nafas pnjg dan menghembus semula dgn pnjg . aku hampa . adakh aku tlah melukai hatinya ? tlg beri kn aku jwpn . mgapakh smkin hri aku merasai sprti dea smkin menjauh hndak meninggalkn ku . knp ? ah , aku amat bingung sekali . aku tls begini supaya dea tdk dpt memahami apa yg dtls oleh ku . mna dea phm bhsa mlayu tuh .

tlg jwb soalan ku ini , syg . persoalan ini sering berputar2 d ruang legar otak ku dan mmbuatku terlebih mkn . aku sudah gemuk !

CRAP .

lolly from belley C:

2009-03-24T16:57:00.003+08:00

beautiful . CLEAN . rich . lol

2009-03-23T18:39:00.011+08:00

She's a walking casting call , A fashion runway doll , Her 4.0 comes naturally , She's got a following , An enterage of copy queens , Yeah , She's the girl that you love to hate , She's the heartstoppin' doubletake , Everyone knows that she's got it made , Workin' hard to be Miss Popularity , She wears the cutest clothes , She has the latest phone , And all the right accessories , Her skin's like porcelain , Her hair is perfect and Sometimes she really gets to me , She's gorgeous and you know she knows it , Yeah , She's every teacher's pet , There ain't no guy that she can't get , yeah , And her mommy drives a pink Corvette . ouwh , im not perfect . sumtyms ima cigs sucker . but alcohol , drugs or sex ,. plz dun come near me . i knw ima bad influences 2wrds my sistas . all of em r clean frm all ths kind of shit . yea theyre better than me , i admit . they hv finshd da quran but i hvnt . shame on me . i knw im not a gud sista either . evn sumhow i keep advisin em not to do all da shits . pathetically , i did . sigh . myb im da type dat always wna try sumthn new . as long as da thngs ddnt lead me to da wrong path . ey i thnk they did :p i dno which part is me . relgs or hardcore ? i better b relgs . yea , 4 my future , i hope . ok ths year , i gta fnsh reading quran afta i ddnt read it 4 such a long tym . i must , dats my promise . n i wont smoke agen . yea i hope . ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen .

fun ?

2009-03-22T15:53:00.011+08:00

ysrtday we went to Bundu Tuhan , papa's new hotel , Puncak Borneo with papa's partners . b4 dat we went to Tamparuli did nuthn there then we went to Sabah Tea Garden in Ranau too . ish , ranau . watevv . then we went to da river . fed fish , da fishes tickle !! but only papa fed em in da water . we afraid of em ! :p papa said , who dares to go in da river i gve $5 . only $5 ? n d answer is no :p then , us , da 3 st0ojaz did sum photography :D yeah yeah we love photography :) at d evnin we went outside , did photography agen lyk retard ppl :p its cold but its fun fun fun :D at nite , we ate durian . hhe . then we planned to run frm da 2 naughty sistas , went outside n play but js afta we gt outside . . whoaa cant see anythng ! hha , full of mist .. then we saw fireplace n gt warm there .. i decided to go on da road but whn we hd gone bit far yana n farah ran away ! damn it , hha ! left me huh .. then i walkd alone in da mist . . its quite cold there at nite .. then ths mrnin we gt hme ...
btw i'll put da piccas l8a awkaee ;)

hye ppl .

2009-03-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

im happy alrdy cuz he on tnite . i tot he gna dump me . yea i tot he gna end ths . ey y i always thought sumthn bad will hppn ...?? dumb . silly me .. myb i js circumspect 4 any circumstance i will face .. yea past few days i ddnt contact wit him aws rili not inda mood .. i tot sumthn ths n dat .. but nw im ok lah a bit .. cuz 2mro we goinna bundu tuhan .. eishh . i h8 it .

soko mode /CRAP/

2009-03-19T12:16:00.017+08:00

My heart's just about to crack open .. so da story goes , theres sumthn u shud knw .. b4 i walk away n i blow d ending .. i neva wanna be without u . oh no , here i go ,. nw u knw . all ths truth's left me empty .. can u handle it .. cuz i need u to tell me .. myb this is bold .. but im hoping u'll stay 4 da happy ending .. no i wont look back , whn i tell u wat i think about u . so da story goes , yeah , u alrdy knw .. ths thing is breakin down , i dun feel welcome nemor , baby wat hppnd cuz 1 sec it ws perfect , nw ure halfway out da door , n i stare at the phone and u still hasnt txt , n then i feel so low , cant feel nuthn at all , n flashback to when u said , 4eva n always .. ws i out of line ? did i say sumthn way too honest , im not so sure .. so here's to evrythn , comin down to nuthn here's to silence .. dat cuts me to da core , where is ths goin ... so of course , u were supposed to txt me tnyt , u wud hv said ily , but u neva tried to reach me , no , if u wit oda girl , if i find her , i swear, i'll kill her . cuz she stole ma future , she broke ma dream , she stole ma future when she took u away . i wud hv met ur dad , i wud hv met ur mum , i tot it ws a love story , but u dun wna gt involved , i tot it ws a love story , but ure not ready 4 dat ? me neither . /man i told u , u knw , if i find her , i rili , i mean , i'll kill her 4 real . dat 4 sure , u hv to knw . i mean , er , u knw . i cn do it . yeah , i'll kill her ./ who's dat girl ? wheres she frm ? no she cant b da 1 , dat u wnt , dat will steal ma world .. its not real , its not right , im not her ..
but still you neva said gudbye .. so i'll be all dat u want n get maself 2geda , cuz u keep me frm fallin apart , all ma life ,. i’ll be wit u 4eva , to get u thru da day n mke evrythn OK , i tot dat i hd evrythn , i didnt knw wat life cud bring , but nw i c , ure d only 1 i let inside .. i wud neva let u go , im not gna eva let u leave , without u i dno wat i'll do , i cud neva live a day without u , do u see , ure all i need .. i tot got ma angel nw .. its lyk ive bn awakened , its da risk dat im takin i aint neva gna shut u out , ure everythn i need n more , pray u wont fade away , im addicted to u .. i dun eva want u to go . please stay . just stay ..

im dead OX

2009-03-18T20:21:00.003+08:00

..............................................................................................................................................................................
wat did i do tdy ?
9.30 am : wke up , check ma fone immediately , cant stop sayin OMG .
1.00 pm : belle cme , do our h/w (yea ryt)
4.00 pm : street cafe , smoke n call alex & omar
6.30 pm : gt bk home , aunt veronica cme 2 fetch belle
8.30 pm : waiting snce 7 pm
..............................................................................................................................................................................
wat i feel nw ?
mood : ----------------------------------------------?
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yea shit hppn tdy mde me feel lyk shit suck dunhill da whole day mke me evn more smell lyk shit gggggooooooooooodddddddddddd wata shitty day

god .

2009-03-17T20:51:00.004+08:00

i dno y i put da title lyk dat . i cant get ma mind strayt . im tired . yea tdy me n belle went jln2 . haha , cp & waterfront . ouh yea went 2 warisan also , window shopping . duhh , nx tym i'll bring more $$$$ . then i wna buy evrythn nice ! yeaahh . im tired . damn i miss omar .. js nw i chat wit him :) aws soo hppy but i cant rili show it cuz of , idk , sigh . i cant describe my feeling tdy .. weird . weird . yea ., hurmmm .

oh yea sori to ma frensss , i went 2 miri & brunei bh , holiday .. aii , mls mw ckp psl tuw , boring .. but i bought ths book , nice !! i lyk it :D then org 1st tls sna c belle , aww , hhe . she got sum sweet words there . hhe . thx belle , ilyt:D aii bdu bha aku ne . sda taw sakit dada , nyigup lae , ko taw ka ko pnya lungs tu hitam sdaa ? aiss , palui . god i miss him alrdy :( sori sddnly thnk bout him . hha . hurmm . i miss kak son , kak ian n more . i miss them ;( ya Allah , plz help kak son ya Allah . its 2.22 , i cant stop cryin ;(

fake frens

2009-03-11T16:46:00.004+08:00

my instinct lead to the right path . i neva tot theyre fake frens . if i knw frm da 1st tme i step ma feet in dat skwl , i shudnt b fren wit them , urgh ! y Allah keeps testing me wit frenss probss ??? i cant stand it nemor , plssssss ;( i dno wat did i do wrong , i alrdy thnk hard bout it :( i dun lyk ths knda thng hppn 2 me again , jes tell me my mistakes , i cud change , im not PERFECT :( pls , u duneeda talk bad bout me to others .. i trust u , ive told u all my probs n evn cry infront of u , dun u hv a heart ...? y u still wanna be fake & hypocrite lyk my last besfren ?? y u still wanna fool me ?? i better stop trustin anyone . sumtmes besfren can be enemy n enemy can be besfren . trust me .

owe tag by aen n ninia :)

2009-03-11T16:17:00.001+08:00

1. Do you think you're hot? hot n cold
2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like that picture? i dno
4. When was the last time you ate pizza? my sis bday
5. The last song you listened to? tokio hotel - monsoon
6. What are you doing now besides this? crying
7. What name would you prefer than this? f*cknsh*t
Those who will be tagged
um sori not in da mood ;(

ano evryne ws talkin bout ths

2009-03-09T12:58:00.006+08:00

yea i hd so much fun at the bazar but not rili hppy for sum reason ..
but i ddnt take any pics lyk evry1 did .. :(
i met so much ppl dat i lose count ..
ths r ppl dat i cud rmmba :
bdk ms : khairil with datu (tok) , ari , ana , amirah !
affie ! gosh
kwn tuition aunty wan : chloe ,
c latip pun adaa , : ex-mrsm
liau : kakak angkat c belle
the thng is i met ths pengkid ..
yea watevr
today im knda sad cuz omar , i dno hw 2 xplain urgh nvm bye
im happy back ! :)
hehe just bit misunderstood but now were fine :):):)
god , i love him so muchh ..

bzbeeee

2009-03-07T18:07:00.004+08:00

last nite i wnt to tuition 7-9
today i went to skwl 8-12 & piano 430-5
2mro got bazaar at skwl 8-2
monday got tuition 9-11 & piano class 3-4
godd plz help me , my wood thgy for kh is still undone :(
need more time to do it , n hv to fnsh it b4 ths tuesday
usin saw n all dat urgh , i hte it ... my schedule is full alrdy !!
bzbzbzasabee

im sad bha :( my fren in my old skwl is quite critical now .. :(
i love her bha :( Allah , plz help her :(

do i must answer it all ?...

2009-03-06T12:41:00.015+08:00

What is his name? omar :)
How long have you been together? 1 month & 6 days :)
What do you like the most about him? the most ..? um ..
What do you like the least about him?
Has he met your parents yet? he will insyallah :p
What is the worst argument you have had?
Do you still kiss a lot? kiss A LOT ?
Do you think you will get married? insyaallah :p
Can you see yourself growing old with him? haha !
What is the one thing you would like to change about him? nothing . i love him the way he is . ;)
What do you think he would like to change about you? idk .. ask him ..
Do you have a favorite song together? no hehe we got diff taste of music , lol
How did it all begin? long story , hhe

Was it love at first sight? i dun blve in luv at 1st sight ..
how old were you both? im goin 15 , n hes goin 16
How long until you met the parents? umm , soon :)
When was it official? umm , 28 jan
When did you know you were falling in love? idk ? hhe . i dun evn realize
Who said I love you first? i 4gt hhe
Is it true love? luckily , yes :)
How do you know this? ask my heart . it will explain evrythingg
Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head? white , lyk an angel :p he's an angel to me hehe

How do you feel if you fall asleep and wake up in his arms? feel lyk in 7th heaven hha !
Could you be without him in ur life? if yes , i'll cry
Do you think about him constantly when your apart? evry sec
Can you see a future together? urmm ..
Say something that only you two understand? umm , haha wat is it ?
Does he make you laugh? always :D
Made him cry? never ? hhe

Would u say the 2 of u r a gud match? ya thnk ..? hehe

today .

2009-03-04T18:16:00.004+08:00

ko tia p kk lae ka ...?mlwt skul lma kta .... lma sda aku ndak menjejakkan kaki ke sna ...tp mcm mls woooo ko tia rindu ka pd masa silam ? ceh kngn d mrsm .. tem kta men sma 2 ekor tuyul tuh ... kan ! haha ! sedih aku kalo aku tringat ;( ya mmg sedi , stiap tem prep mlm c izzat la tu menguluk kao jatu krusi ! hahahaha !
ingat lae aku , tp mmg sedih bha kan ?.... ;( hurmmm . rndu bha sma kmurang ...

aduih .

2009-03-04T15:38:00.002+08:00

hrm . slama ne i put her on my featured frens , wrte her name , in who i want to meet & blog & all dat . huhh , she ddnt evn put me in any of hers . im sad bha . i told u im vry sensitive evn if in a vry small matta . :( c suppiey & esther pun mcm mkin menjauh ths , i dno but , i cn feel it . myb my feeling only dat . hurmm :(
the thng is , im not frenly bha . hw ths ? i try to b but .. i dno la . haha .

hbs sudah test

2009-03-04T13:41:00.002+08:00

ya hbs sudah . phew . alhamdullilah aku dpt jua jwb . ndak mcm tem d mrsm dlu . suma ppr fail ! ndak kau jd gila tgk marks suma 40+ . ya aku mmg bduh dlu . tp itu dlu . dulu & skrg lain . better than last year lah . & hopin dat i cud b da best ? wow , yea ryt :p insyaallah lah . skrg wish aku mau dpt 80% above in all subject n khatam alquran . haha , bdu bha aku blum khatam , adik aku 2 org sudah ! palui pnya kakak . then if i got 8a's i want a car . n i'll ask my prnts to bwa me holiday in melbourne . yay yay :D insyaallah . i takut bha mau jumpa him sna :p nti i suda gemuk bha haha ! ohya ! ada lg wish list aku , mau lose weight . haha ! c tyna mau gain weight aku mau lose weight pla ! bha , tukar badan la kta tyna :p i hope so ! haha :D

dear bitch

2009-03-01T00:13:00.009+08:00

uina ? jan ko maki2 aku snaa . smmgnya kau lngsg xtau apa2 bha . kau blum tau bha dunia ne mcm mana . aku tau bha org mcm kau ne . yala , alim la tu knun , tp bitch . sememangnya itulah kau . kau lngsg tda xperience bha lg psl hal duniawi lg ne . kau pkir dunia ne simple . yala kan org xprnh p luar negara . bli brg2 pun yg bundle jak ne . ish3 . my blog my words . xpya lg ko mw comment apa2 bha kalo ko xtau apa2 . ko bilang lae aku ne prasan cantik ??? HELLO , cermin kan diri sendri dlu joookkk . tda la aku slalu ambil gmbr byk2 cm kauu . tulunglah , rmai org xska kau ne psl prangai kau yg perasan ths .. ko blm d uji tuhan lg bha . aku ne insan2 yg d uji . manusia ne kalo kna uji , apa2 pn blh buat kan ? aku tau bha aku pukima . sda aku bilang kan i know how pukima i am . its pd bha ni bitch . here is the only place i express my feelings if im too stress or sumthn . if not here where else ?? so ko mw aku ckp dpn2 my dad ?? shit . kau lg mde me more stress ! ko blm tau apa2 bha psl tu . diam2 sja la kau . tq 4 advising me . aku tau la ko ada bpa yg baik kan , but not evryne got a kind & caring dad lyk urs . i know i shud thx god i still hv a dad n i shudnt write dat fucking thng . u dun hv any idea bout my dad so shut up ur ~~fucking~~ mouth . y dun u mind ur own bussiness ? drpd ko ckp aku sundal (walaupun ko xtau yg aku X bitchy mcm kau n aku pkai tu d rmh sahaja) kau dpt dosa kan ??? plz dun mess up wit me la bitch , i warn u ths .

p/s : if u dun admit dat U R A BITCH , ask evryone . if they'll say no dats mean they lie to u . n im sure its 90% will say yes bitch n 10% more will hesitate to say no .

dear omar ,

2009-02-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

help me .. i miss him teribblyyy :(